alright, i’ll admit that the trip to bangkok is still on my mind even though it’s already been more than a week that i’ve been back. not because i really love bangkok. it’s just that while i was there, i don’t have to see certain things that i don’t feel like i want to know and therefore, i don’t have to be worried about it. nevertheless, i can’t ignore the fact that this is where i belong and this is reality. it was fun while it lasted though.
have been calling to my future employer for a few days already. and i’ve finally reached her. yes, so it’s confirmed that i will be starting in november. i am pretty excited over it. however, at the same time, i’m really afraid of what this is going to bring about in my life. all my life, i have known myself to be not a sales type of person. i am always the shy girl in class. i am always the silent and moody girl in class. i was never talkative to strangers. most of the time, i’d just freeze at the sight of stranger approaching me. it has gone better over the years but still, i can’t say i’m exactly people-people now.
nevertheless, i can’t say that i’m all that against this new challenge. it’s something new. which is probably a good thing considering i’ve been on a standstill for quite some time. time to start my engine again.
love,
natalie
12102011/10.21pm
Jhu
October 12, 2011
Jia you ba my dear. You can do it. :)
natalie
October 12, 2011
Thanks! I hope so too! =)