running on empty…

it’s the end of the month again. meaning i have approximately four days left before taking my first paper for my finals this semester. and, it’s an accounting paper. for gods sake. they couldn’t have given me a greater paper to mark the starting of my finals. this time around, my examination starts early as usual, but end freaking late. it ends on the last day of the examination. how great is that. anyway, it’s not like it’s going to matter anymore to me since i haven’t been studying much during this study week and this gives me more time to do my revision. but, as always, i haven’t been using my time properly. preferring to type away pointless blog posts when i could have used the time to study. and, i think it annoys my roommate a lot. i mean, i do know that i make a lot of noise when i type. i do. but, i am already limiting the amount of noise i’m producing. it just, doesn’t seem to work very well. you can’t say that i’m not putting in any effort.

a friend of mine reminded me that blogging seems to be a way for me to keep my sanity. and, suprisingly, i think so too. i mean, i wouldn’t have told anyone about my problems. i wouldn’t have walked around showing every freaking people i meet on the street that i am being pointlessly emotional. but all that could be shown here. so, in a way, the reason why i am sane or insane, is probably because of the existence of this blog.

now, i wonder how many people actually read my blog. since, the traffic isn’t high. and, i can’t seem to figure out who has came in and read it. is there any application that could be used to track all these things? i wonder…

love,
natalie
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