hating days like these…

well, yeah. who doesn’t? i mean, as a female, menstruation is a big thing. if you know what i mean. it hurts like hell for some. doesn’t hurt for some reason in some. pimples will grow in every inch on the body especially the face. fever will come and go. oh, and the cramp. for heaven’s sake, must it cramp every single time it comes? damn… how i wish i am born a male in days like these. i’m not saying that being a female is a bad thing. i love being a girl. though, it would have been better if there are some things that could be changed. but, i can endure that.

just, don’t get me started on what girls can do compared to guys. it’s going to be a really long post. i’m starting to think that i’m a feminist. maybe not extreme. still a closet feminist ( i wonder if there is such a word, but, now, it’s no longer a secret… ). nevertheless, i believe that girls can do the same things as guys and sometimes, we are even better. long live girls!

but, all these get thrown out the window when that dreaded time of the month comes. i can barely concentrate on what i am doing. i get pissed off easily. though, i still try to maintain neutrality when that said person is not someone that made me angry. but, emotions run high.

nevertheless, it’s only for a few days. i’m going to endure it. and then it’ll come visit me again next month. thank god there’s MIKA. or should i say, it’s because of MIKA that i’m so emotional?

love,
natalie
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