my stupidity…

i’ve always been rash. i was never the girl to sit and think about the consequences from all the many choices i made in my life. in a way, i’m too careless with my life. i guess, this is what most teenagers (i still consider myself a teenager…. ) think. life is long. why not life live to your fullest?

and that’s where it goes wrong. utterly wrong… first mistake of my life: to NOT take my examinations seriously. yea… who would have thought it would come out from my mouth. the one who ALWAYS (nearly, anyway… ) tell people, “never mind. don’t think too much about it. luck plays an important role too in your life. don’t worry too much.” i guess this is another side of me that will never surface without this blog…(as if anybody reads it… )

nevertheless, i still continuously make silly decisions and this time, it involves my money. yes, my hard-earned money. spending my money on books without a thought about my wallet. that hurts a lot. given that i’m currently saving every penny i have to buy my own laptop. it’s a big blow to my confidence. all because of my inability to control my spending urges. i hate myself.

recently, i made another stupid choice again. (as always… ) i made a yukata. WHAT? there will be a lot of question marks around. so, i will include a few snapshots of my newly-made yukata. consider this a sneak preview…

still think this is stupid?

of course NOT! i love my yukata!

it seems i’ve only been talking about me and my life. not so philosophical anymore. i wonder if this is good or bad….

love,
natalie
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